I'm sure all of us have ever felt love.  I mean, not only to a crush, boyfriend or girlfriend. We feel it to our family, parents, friends, and other beloved persons. The love for them will never change. I know sometimes we annoyed and got mad with each other, I know my love for them will always be the same. Forever.
I believe the feeling of love to each persons we know are all different. 
I love my dad.
I love my mom.
I love my brother.
I love my aunt.
And so on.

I love them for tons of reasons. I believe you love yours too.
But the main point of this post is not the love for them. (it's okay if want to relate this post to them tho)

I love him.

Some of you would think, "Lol, seriously? Blog post about loving him is way too old and mainstream"
But come on guys, the feeling of loving someone you want to be with for the rest of your life, is not old or mainstream. It is always fresh and new for the person who feel it (me)
Remember the feeling you had for your first crush? I know it was beautiful and enchanting. Will it not be beautiful and enchanting for the next person you love? It will be beautiful too. Even the last person who hurt you till you feel so fucked up. It will be beautiful too for the next person.
But do I get bored of that feeling? Considering I felt it again and again  for years with some guys.

I had been in love with some guys before.
I had been hurt by some guys before.
I had already felt this kind of feeling.


Now another guy come to my life. Damn.
Same kind of feeling? Yes. It's love.
Do I feel it's an old feeling? No......
It's still fresh.... and it feels like new to me.
Just like an addiction (?)
I miss this feeling tho.
The feeling of having those positive vibes when I know I'll get the chance of meeting him somewhere.
The feeling when he texts you.
The feeling when he shares his stories to you.
The feeling when he laughs to your jokes.
The feeling when he really listens to you.
The feeling of being with him.
You know it.

Looking at my blog title: No Expectation, No Disappointment....
I believe this is true.
If you don't want to have any disappointment in life, do not ever expect anything.
The same goes with love. You can love someone, but do not expect anything from him/her, if you do not want to be disappointed.
But now...... I guess I am so ready for another disappointment :)