Do you ever wonder the power of one single shocking tragedy that won't make you the same anymore?

And you tried your best to convince yourself that everything is going to be okay, and it won't change any part of you. 

You tried your best to stay out of your comfort zone and pretend that you are okay and gonna accept anything in the end. 

You gave chances and chances and here you are, trying to be the old version of you but you just can't.

I always try to pick a lesson after something happen.

I took a lesson.

A positive one.

I want to be the the old version of me,

I don't want to be scared 24/7 because it's tiring.

But I just can't.

I can't bear to recall the feeling I had that day.

I don't want to cry for the same reason.

I'm scared, can anyone hear me?

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Can anyone hear me?