I am okay.

07:49:00

"I am okay"

I think all of us have said this sentence frequently....maybe mostly girls. 
I did. I said "I am okay" almost everytime, everyday, and right now I feel kinda sick of that (that's why i am writing a post about it)
But am I really 'okay'? HAHAHAHAHAHA no.

You know, there is always a reason why I asked someone, "Are you okay?" and I really really mean that freakin question. But there are these people who came and asked me "Are you okay?" Then I was like "huh what? Uhm yea yea i am okay sure lol" 
Then they were like "ok" 
I mean "wtf?????!!!!"
There should be a reason why they asked me that I am okay or not. I think it's impossible for a person to randomly ask another person if he/she was okay. There must be a reason. But why is it so easy for those people to believe that I am really okay? 

And here is the issue. I know this was like a damn simple problem, but I just want to state what I really feel in this post.

I just don't know how to say the truth about how I really feel to another people. It is really hard. 

I wish I was braver.
I wish I was stronger.
I wish I was better.

I always have this thought, "I will just say that I am okay so it will not be complicated"

But I couldn't hold it anymore. 

You know, the more people think you are always 'okay', the more chances they will get to hurt you. 

Idk, but that was a damn experience of mine.

And "learning to say the truth about how I really feel and not lying about being okay or not" will be written in my 2014 revolutions-list! What's yours? :) 




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